Haven't really talked to you in awhile. Hope things are going well. I'm sure you've heard about my recent development. And I really don't want to talk to anyone about it except for you and the other person involved. And the other person involved, I'm not sure he really cares about me enough to talk about it. I miss him already though. Everything went down not even 12 hours ago and I miss him like crazy. I'm in love with him. I don't want to be without him. And I'm afraid I've lost him forever. I know we said we'd still talk and down the road we might try again, but that's not a sure thing. And I don't want to think he just said it to be nice, that he actually believed it, but I'm not sure. I just want him back when he can appreciate me. I deserved to be loved and not judged. I can understand being judged a little, but the balance was way out of whack. He needs time, but I'm afraid he's going to find someone else during that time and that will just break my heart even more. I don't like this feeling. I just want to know that everything is going to work out for the best and that I'm going to be happy.
Thanks for listening. I'll probably be writing to you a little more often. Let me know how things are on your end.
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